The hardest part about losing friends, is the deafening silence that emanates from your phone.
No more texting all day, no more emails, no more random conversations to keep the day going by quick.
You get used to someone, then everything just stops. I hate that the light doesn't flash on my phone letting me know there's a message.
I hate that I lost a group of friends, because of the actions of just one of them. This time, it wasn't even my fault.
They'll be fine, and I'm left alone. Their weekends will continue to be fun, and I was unjustly removed from that circle.
So in the end, it'll be as if I never existed. But to me, they were very real...and I was happy for 3 hours and 49 minutes.
No more texting all day, no more emails, no more random conversations to keep the day going by quick.
You get used to someone, then everything just stops. I hate that the light doesn't flash on my phone letting me know there's a message.
I hate that I lost a group of friends, because of the actions of just one of them. This time, it wasn't even my fault.
They'll be fine, and I'm left alone. Their weekends will continue to be fun, and I was unjustly removed from that circle.
So in the end, it'll be as if I never existed. But to me, they were very real...and I was happy for 3 hours and 49 minutes.
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