To Be or Not To Pee

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind is a great movie...absolutely great.

You see, don't you wish you had that ability somehow? To erase that one person and all the events and memories sorrouding them from your memory forever? In your mind never more, in your dreams eternally absent. But, if that person were gone, would you be the same person you are today?

Just like in his case, what if that person is so deeply rooted inside us that it will be virtually impossible to delete them. As much as it hurts, it is so...soo sweet to forever be able to remember the things about that person that drove you crazy. It's almost like a dream world you can escape to when you feel cold or lonely. Just close your eyes and there they are again, in all their glory. The voice still resounding in your head...their eyes and smile so picture perfect. You even get to edit your memories and not even focus on the bad side of them...why ruin the dream world?

I strongly believe...that whoever becomes your soulmate in life, does not necessarily have to be your significant other. That, ye people, is a beautiful thing. Because not only do you get to have someone you love as your partner for the rest of your life...but you also get to have another soul in this world that will understand you and love you in an entirely different way. This other person will complete you in a way nobody else can. It can be same or opposite sex, but your soul mate will bring you inner peace no other can.

Does that mean you dont love your significant other? Or that you love your soul mate more? No no no...simmah down nah! I'm just saying they are 2 kinds of love. Both powerful, both fulfilling...and both a crucial part of these few breaths we take on earth. Somewhere out there, my soulmate and yours is waiting to be found. It will be beautiful whenever everyone can open their eyes to this truth...and not fall into the lies and traps of 'jealousy'.

To a very special reader, I love you more than words can ever express. If anything this blog is for you since you are the only one reading it. You are the rock of my life, my life saver in the middle of a storm, that comet that lights the night sky long enough to blind you in a way that you will never see the stars the same way again. Thank you for picking me, for loving me unconditionally and for being a vampire when nobody else understood me. We are in this forever, and thank you for loving me so much that you understand my soul mate predicament. ha!

So go out people...put out your Soul Mate Wanted signs! Kick back and relax...when you find it, you will be alive for the first time in your life.