Forced myself out of bed.
Forced myself to dress in something other than pajamas.
Forced myself out the door.
The sky was beautiful. The day was beautiful. Wince.
Sat down to eat my first meal other than saltines or soup in a week. Baby It's Cold Outside came on.
Pain. Pain. Pain. Holidays. Pain. Nothing. Pain. Three bites of food. Nausea. Tears. Pushed plate away. Went back to apt.
Back in bed. Still dressed. Stillness.
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